lilin >_

im now officially unemployd. yippee!!! finally i can hav 2 months to jz laze around!!!

yesterday was my second last day at work. whackd a lot of kids-felt guilty abt tat though… aih wut to do? wen the soft approach doesnt work, we must take the final resort lor….

was really painful to watch ken, noeing tat it’s my last day wit him. darn it! shud noe better than to get attachd to those kids, noeing dat il hav2leave them soon…

on the brighter note, had dinner wit an old old friend jz now. chatted for abt 3 hours!!! 3 WHOLE hours…. i mean usually we dun really tok dat much, although we always hang out together (but dat’s always in one big group!). neway it was fun….

yea, dat’s all for the week. holidays!!!

one upon today, and today was a REALLY hot day, (kl-ites will attest dat), i was havin ais kacang wit mom in a coffee shop in Pandan Perdana and guess who i saw???

a-niu.clad in t-shirt, bermudas and a pouch. wudn recognise him if it wasn for his teeth! quite good looking though… but dat wasn the topic of discussion today.i mean, when he walkd in, no one actually rushed up to him and freakd out and act as though they were demon possed, shouting arghhhhh! A-Niu ar!!! u noe,like those hong kong and hollywood groupies…. actually, everyone pretended to not notice him at all (mayb it was the wrong place to b like dat. i mean peps may go cisien like dat if this takes place in some hip hip places gua)… if at all they were pretending… wink wink.

dat’s good, in a way. i mean, shows dat malaysian dun go bonkers over sum1 who dun even noe them rite? they jz enjoy these peps’s music, and then give them sum support and most importantly… give them privacy… shows dat malaysians hit another score in the wall of fame board eh? hehe…

o yea, our good fren the moo-moo was pretty ignorant of the DARN HOT WEATHER and guess wut he ordered? BAKUTEH! aih…

my baby was limping. and he got gila-ed in the afternoon nap, when every1 was supposed to b napping. ken went ‘Fisssssh, ish, ish,ish, ish’ for an hour and got v excited wit all those fish pics in the maths book.was creatin a ruckus, and wen one of the boys cried, he put his finger on his mouth and said shhh! v perasan.din noe dat he’s the most noisy one. aih…. mayb the side effects of the green shell pill (a chinese med traditionally taken to sooth shocked babies-he had a nasty fall). yea, i think the authorities shud check on tat pill-who noes, itl end up as the new designer narcotics! neway, dat’s a good sign- he got over tat fall, and i seriously thank god for tat =)

yea,my best fren sent me sumting dat’s v erm… new to me. easter eggs wrappers! now i noe dat peps dun draw on the darn eggs anymore, there’r beautiful wrappers available to erm… decorate them! now life’s much easier… ha!

read abt a friend who of all things went to join a volleyball club! mayb he bangd his head on the wall, or mayb his brains got frozen. volleyball…. dat’s sumting my close frens didn play together as a group. yea sure, i went for a coupla of volleyball outings, but one of it turned sour, so dat’s my brief adventure wit that darn ball! volleyball!!! hahahahahaha…..

had a wonderful time wit bro last evenin. did lotsa squabblin and jabbin and arguing- sumting we haven enjoyed for a coupla months.gues dat’s jz life la huh? cant hav everything…

dad’s a bobo on the handphone, he finnally admitted it. cant even recognise his phone’s ringtone! hehe… hope im more tech savvy wen im 80! dun wanna b calld a bobo, do i??

am missin all my frens rite now. life’s pretty boring without close frens around.no complainin though. bet those who are out of kl or malaysia feel even worse than i am… so now… a salute to those brave ones who went all the way OUT to study! mayb they’l bina a tugu negara for these brave peps? guess not… hehe.

jokes gettin lame, better stop! c ya =)

@#%*!! i cant forgiv myself…

was an alrite day, good in fact-less stress, kids behavin well, terrific mornin…till one hour before work ends.

was busy sumwer, eyes off ken. BANG! 1 metre high solid rack fell. 2 babies beside it. ken crying loudly.swollen right foot. @#&*!!

been crying for an hour, foot badly bruised, had a bad scare. hope he can sleep well tonite. darn hope his foot gonna turn out okay- for heaven’s sake, he’s jz a baby.

so im gonna turn in early tonite n pray dat everything’s gonna b good tomorrow. and i wont be reckless again wit him again…ever.

jz nid2vent it all out. sorry…

u noe,people really changed a lot dese days.really,seriously. il tel u sum true stories (wut i saw in the kindy =))

ok, let’s start wit 2day. our dis fren, A, who’s 3 years old but has the body size of a 2 year old whackd a girl’s head wit his fist. so i went to him and PIACK! and askd him to say sori to the girl and he startd to cry (naturally…). after calmin down,he went meekly to the girl and said… ‘bu yao gen ni hao’ (dun wan2b fren wit ya). i was like…WUT??? was thinkin he was gonna go apologise…. kids…

then there’s those really funny parents that r so lazy dat they cant even change their kid’s PJs (takes abt 2 min) and cant help them in HWs.sum cant even brush their kid’s teeth b4 comin 2skool! aiseh…. y hav kids then???

and there’s my fav-KEN!he’s an xpert on playin reverse phsycology.wen he misses u, he will appear angry and ignore u, no matter how u coax him.but wen u play along wit his game n ignore him,he’l find ways to attract ur att…kids…

see…peps from all ages hav evolvd into something tat  i dunno and dun see a coupla years ago.a coupla years ago, peps r stil pretty much people. they act their age and carry their responsible pretty well, but wut happend to peps now? issit gonna b worse later? i think people now are mostly v self-centred n selfish.couldnt help it, was forced to b like tat by the society…

yea,i think dat’s the whole problem…peps shud learn to relax n let tings go.

i miss skool-less probs… 

life is not fair, at least i dun think its fair.

mom’s ugly shih-tzu got lost today, and ken had yet another upset tummy PLUS asthma!i mean, isnt it sad wen u see sum1 u really care for is sufferin and there’s not a thing u can do to help ease and sooth them.the shih-tzu was mom’s main companion this coupla of weeks and now she’s gone wit the wind.ken’s oni abt 18months old and yet stricken wit sumting as awful as dis…

it’s really bothersome wen u feel like helpin sum1 but there’s not much u can do to help them. i think life is like dat-u gotta solve ur probs yourself. yea, u can seek help from experts, cry a little, complain a lot, see some frens n family… but in the end, the prob doensnt really go away. u still gotta face it URSELF. rite?

(darn… there’s a lot of ants crawlin outta my keyboard!!!wut the …?)

hmm… yea, i think people gotta learn to not to depend on others too much…

ha! was v excited wen i heard dat limah was leavin skool yesterday! hehe… over excited in fact, dat i ringed n smsed peps around spreading the news! evil…

had a wonderful time yesterday chit-chattin with x-classmates whom i erm, SELDOM chat in class… so wonderful dat we chatted for over 3 hours! i mean, isn’t it funny dat wen all of us r together all the time, v take each other for granted and do not take time off to do things together…and wen everyone is far away, den oni we realise the value of frens, no matter how insignificant the fren was in the past… so…do TREASURE ur frens…

had a pretty hard time at the kindy… kids arent learnin as much as i tot they will…in fact they r forgettin their lessons at the speed tat i hope they will be learnin!ken had a bad tummy ache, was wailling for a full 1/2 hour!was at wits end… never encounter these kind of probs bfore. so, anyone who’s thinking dat kids r easy to handle, do come n see me,k? (promise i wudn charge consultation fees. wink.)

yea, missin most of my frens at tis point of time. my best fren’s bday is tomoro n havent been celeb-ing wit her for the past two years…  feelin kinda turned off, but she’s like in far end of asia, while im at the other end, so wut to do? so, in the end, the TREASURE word again… huh..

yea, shud stop typin before the mood turns south… wudn want to spoil anyone’s mood today, bet it’s gloomy enouf. c ya =)

heyz, im blogging! hehe… am jz using tis as a channel to vent out all my tings, now dat my rabbit n my ugly shih-tzu refuse to listen to me anymore… sob sob…

life’s pretty monotonous rite now, so those who r stil skoolin (yea, even sab), u guys really dunno wut treat yall havin ler… coz i din noe it too back den. now it’s like work-dinner-bath-sleep and work again… frenz pulak all over the globe n malaysia, so not much mamak outings lo…. i MISS mamak!

went for a movie today- house of fury. didn noe wut mov i was goin into, tot it was sum dong dong movie, but was pleasantly surprised, cz it’s not so bad after all! hehe…. went to get a lemon coloured rugrats shirt after dat! one-in-a-mill! so if u see a lemon shirt, it’s me!!!

dun wan2overpopulate dis new page (ceh-wah), so stop here first! c ya =)