lilin >_

cham lo…. too hapi to be back at home! tink i musta hv piled on abt 100million pounds!!! aih… neway, i oni hope that my classmates will stil RECOGNISE this new piggy wiggy me wen i go back to purple skool…. sigh…

neway, im stil hapi to be home… had so much fun! serious. dis is like my real break, instead of my study break!haha… wut i do is, wut my clans usually do: MAKAN-TIDUR-MAIN (oink-oink!). actually, a fren told me dat pigs r quite useful, at least they can b turned into yummy bakuteh- where’s the rationale in dat? aih… people now a days r….

u noe, iv been watching tonnes of smallville now-feeling like those aunties chasing tvb soap operas! haha… not oni dat, iv been watching tonnes of movies! guess my relationship wit the TV is on the mend huh? neway, one thing’s for sure, dat idiot box is rilly rilly addictive!

hmmm… thinking back, i rilly didn do much dis week. oni made sum noise pollution on the poor violin, playin the autumn leaves over n over again on the piano, and MAKAN! (u noe, a fren was complaining dat i was forever blogging abt makan-ing wen im in kl! guess dats true huh? i mean, wut else is there to do in kl?haha). n yea, i chased my rabbit around the garden. sounds fun? nah…

o yea, bro’s gonna kill me for revealing dis: he went everywhere searching frantically for… taa daa… a masked-rider mask! haha… wen he askd the shopkeeper for it, everyone in dat shop was trying their super duper best to not to laugh (they were being polite. me? i was almost rolling on the floor!) haha…

hmmm. on the makan side again, most prob il b going to klcc for pasta 2moro, and aso MOVIES again! (see, im rilly treating dis as term break….oh no!!!). my fren’s gonna come over for studyin in the mornin (c… i got study r).

o yea, may ling r… it’s 100% my fault n carelessness dat made me lose my camera. definitely tak berkenaan wit u. plz dun feel bad,k? it’s one of those lessons i gotta learn for being so careless (although it was painful…). neway, thanks for being there on dat day…. dunno wut il do without u!

yep, iv got another 5 days to go b4 i go back to dat purple place. god plz help me to spend these days wisely!!! c ya…

had a superb day out today. went shopping for a new mp3 player with dad n bro, dad kept asking me whether i want a new camera or not, while bro kept fussing abt his soon-to-be new mp3 player. dad even promisd to get me a laptop… wao… neway, there we were, all three of us, floating around low yat (thnx to my rilly fussy bro- this design not nice, this button not nice, color not nice, …).

after dat, wut else? makan time!!! actually, today i think i ate more food than i ever had for the past week! yor…. my stomach actually pocketted tostados, fish and chips, heaps of haagan daz topped with peaches n mango sauce, claypot chicken rice, macdonald’s n this rilly cute pizza that actually looked like a sundae cone! and to top it up, i had rocky for supper!!! camel…

went for transporter 2 jz now. not bad, but at times i rilly felt dat this movie is really undermining my intellectual. sum parts were rilly so ridiculous n irrational! imagine after all the chase scenes n bangs n accidents, the audi car has got no scratches, dents wutsoever! wa… rilly inspired me to save money now so dat i can buy dat audi car!

see, i had so much fun today… rilly dun think i deserve dis after wut happened yday…

hope u guys had a great day too…

or i dunno whether u guys realise it or not, but frens are truly very precious. i wudn trade anything for my frens, those who r really close to me and shares my ups n downs. was feeling really bad jz now, but after reading sum of my close close frens comments, i immediately cheered up. coz suddenly i realised dat even though it’s hard to find true frens in dis foreign place, i still hav my old old frens to back me up all the way! thank u very very much, guys. u noe who u r, rite? love ya all!

u noe, today’s supposed to be a really hapi day for me, cz dis the day wer i can really go home n stay there for abt 2 weeks in peace. last two weeks ago was rilly sumthing- didn sleep enouf for so many days, sumtimes oni half hour sleep per day!neway, we had so much fun together n the result of our hard labour was rilly satisfying… serious.

but then, i hav the decency to lose my camera in the bus, on the way home. my three month old camera. depressing, isn’t it? funny thing is dat til now i cant rilly figure out how did it went missing cz either me or my fren was in the bus throughout the whole journey!why muz dis happen to me? sad man… ish! so there goes my camera.

well, at least now im safe and back in the arms of my family. it’s kinda warm, havin all four of us under the same roof again (dis DOES not occur very often, mind u). hmmm… tink im jz going to take it easy after these few difficult days, and start STUDYING for the sem exam. ok, catch u guys soon, hopefully on happier terms. nitez

u noe, iv been borrowing a lot of thngs from other people nowadays. am getting good at hijacking dis lap top from my fren too lately! it’s annoying, really. it’s like those people who has go nothing to say to u at normal times, but when u nid sumthing, ul juz show up in front of dat person wanting sumthing… rilly not nice at all!jz feeling like a leech now, sucking up at other people’s stuff….

dunno when did i startd leaning on onto so many people… jz rilly nid to change dis new me. dun like it at all!dont want others to start avoiding me whenever they see me, thinking dat whenever i c them, i want sumthing frm them… those who knew me well will definitely noe dis is so not me… or am i alwiz like dat?

jz suddenly realisd this new dumb habit of mine.jz gotta vent it out, am feeling so XXX now… but seriously, it’s rilly time to change now- gotta b more independent again. cant b to dependent on others. ul never noe wen they’l turn back on u… u jz cant.

sori for the glum tone… i dunno who else i can share dis with.

hope u peps out there hv a better day,k?

aiyo…. first it’s toilets. now it’s bidges…wen will my nightmare end? haha… dis time, i didn go around measuring bridges, they’r jz too big to measure with my small small steel ruler lor…

been building bridge model everyday late into the morning every nite for the past week and guess the color of my beautiful bridge- PINK n silver!!! hahahaha…. wonder wut possesd us to choose such color scheme. my lecturer nearly pengsan wen he saw our bridge color!and during model making- lotsa suppers! almost every EARLY morning we’r in mamak havin sumting. once, we’r stuck in dat mamak at 3.00am watching liverpool vs chelsea cz it was raining cats n dogs outside! aih…. neway, it was rilly fun making dis model with my group mates…

well, playd drums yday- thanks to one of my fren. memang malu ler, like my hands n my feet got no coordination wutsoever! like those people got parkinson disease oni! haha…. and my violin skill is so developed dat i can make the sound of a cat puking on my violin! geng ler…

yay!!! gonna go home soon for the study break! rilly gonna make good use of dis cz iv NEVER studied anything here. (remember measuring toilets n watching biawaks?) haha….

okie la, c ya soon. take care,k? my attractivness gone ledi- those virus left me! (was rilly a bad flu… rilly glad im ok now)