Archive for August, 2006

im connected to the world!

Thursday, August 31st, 2006

today’s independence day, so use red font la… merdeka mood a bit.

so, havent been blogging for quite sum time, my bad. hehe… sori la…

things’ pretty much the same old same old, went bek kl for a 6 day break, am bek in penang (again). haihz…

o yea, am connected to the world again, so to those msn addicts out there, can add me at sienlerrr@hotmail.com la… ha…

okiz la, dunno wut to say now, too much stuf to say, hehe… gonna start a new blog chapter starting tomoro =)

lilinz out.

mood swings…

Monday, August 7th, 2006

aiseh man… either im going nuts o jz simply having sum severe hormone imbalance-mood swings’ geting worse! mayb im jz tired…

ever had days wen one moment ur jz the happiest person on earth, but the nx minute, things jz dun seem right? neway, gonna do my dong autoCAD thingy and jz forget abt everything… then gonna hav a gud nite sleep (it’s raining outside…). hope u guys hav a better day yea???

yada yada yadaa…

Sunday, August 6th, 2006

hmmm… haven blogged for a long time. how’s life everyone? mine’s geting weirder n weirder each day. so let’s pick up frm wher i left last time…

isme. isme’s fun. coupla rilly close frens and family came to support. seriously touchd-meant a lot to me. cz performing for sum1 u care for is rilly diff frm performing for total strangers… saw lotsa foreigners playing pretty weird stufs (traditional music ma). rilly had much fun. at the same time encountered sum not so hapi stuf (wudn dwell on it for the moment).

dad n mom n bro came to visit 2wks ago.went around town-due to my professional direction giving, managed to get everyone goose-chasing around komtar area for 1+hr. to quote dad ‘if i find myself in komtar again…’.dat was a threat. haha!glad dat they came. honest.at least i noe dat they love me, no matter how annoying i am. after dat, an old fren came to vsit . got strapped on a  crash course half day penang tour-went to lotsa places and munchd lotsa stuf! whoo… finally had my taste of penang (not to mention dat our ‘tour-guide’ is kinda cute-looking, haha. actually he’s  fren’s fren…oh well…)

music camp finally endd today-thank god. not dat i dun enjoy it, but it’s kinda taxing. cz my current occupation is part time carpenter. serious. most of the time if im not practicing, den im most probably found at the back of my studio, breaking my poor back under the scorching sun, hammering, sanding and chiselling. ok-i exaggeratd. u c, our seriously weird lecturer askd us to build a wakaf of a 1:1 scale! imagine dat. so dat’s y im very good frens with the kayu-kayus and hammers hammers now… wish me luck! thank god it’s a group work. ha

am having lotsa mixd reactions and feelings rite now. can b hapi at one minute, but nx minute may b super moody. kinda crappy huh? yea… kinda weird how people that u care for can cause so much hapiness and yet so much grief to u. even weirder is dat they might not even noe that they can influence u dat much. so b kind to people dat u care for yea? c ya around…