lilin’s bising-ing again…
Saturday, February 10th, 2007heyz people… im bek! peculiarly, havent been blogging since the age of dinosaurs- mayb u guys did finally got rid of dis BISING neighbour…
life’s been crazilly hectic, but also actually kinda hapi this past month (sav for the dumbo soon-to-come flu. I dun wanna hav a flu to accompany my hols!!! arghhh… but i did went to a fancy restaurant and had a blast celebing sumting rilly nice, hehe).
i guess in life, ul mit all sorts of people. people who dun care abt wut u think of them, people who DO care wut u tink of them, and… here’s the best one- people who SEEMS to dun care care whut u tink of them, but IN FACT CARES LIKE HELL wut u tink of them. so, … it’s kinda crappy. i mean, why on earth wud u live like someone else wen the real you is all other people rilly wanna noe? how long can someone FAKE another personality? the REAL you’s gonna show up, whther u like it anot, rite? so, fakers out ther, let ur true colours SHINE. (this is a community msg frm crappy lilin, someone who’s rilly sick and tired of fakers roaming out ther…)
nah, actually the mood’s good. jz dun understand some weird personalities. ><"
god rilly loves me. dis i noe. he gav me lots of people who actually care for me. people whom i can rely upon, people who love me jz the way i am, people who r jz… real nice. people whom i can release my anger upon (and get away wit it, hehe). but as my fren said, losing ur temper may b nice for urself, but even if others dun mind u losing ur temper on them, but the GUILT dat COMES AFTER that is…. rilly sumting. so, gotta throw away my pride, and my anger. but, these two of the seven deadly sins are jz not easy to b rid of eh? shelltox. eliminates all pest. or mayb fume-killa, sprays an icy cold jet of water to cool u down wen ur burning inside. *FAT HOPE*
i love being me rite now. even though life’s been rilly crappy, but it’s being laced wit lotsa good things alongside the crappiness. guess u cant hav it all huh?
continue loving and being loved.
hapi chinese new year folks. hope ul hav a blast of a time…
